{ich bin} hyper
{ich höre} hot action cop - fever for the flava
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I just downloaded this song after hearing my friends sing it for over a year. It's pretty friggen amazing. So is Tattooed Love Boys. But I learned of that song from Guitar Hero II. Whooo. Anyhow. I don't really have anything to write about today. I just went to my psychiatrist and got told I gained 10 pounds. Stupid medicine that I'm on. Roarrrr. Anyhow. I don't really have anything else to say, except I wish Katie would come over, but she's at Leah's house. So I'm stuck being bored. Anyhow... I'm done with this entry now. I'll update later. Peace out yo.

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{ich bin} sleepy
{ich höre} the distillers - the gallow is god (acoustic)
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Hello everyone. Well, today I went bowling mit meine mutter. And it was pretty fun. We bowled two games, the first of which was really good, and the second which was... not so good. But oh well. We tried. Haha. Then we went to my aunts house and we went to the diner and ate food. Which was yummy. And we had cake that had like, regular chocolate cake on the first layer and cheesecake on the bottom layer. It was pretty mouthgasmic. But Katie IMed me today and told me she cut her hair. It's apparently pretty short. I think she might look like a lesbian. But shh. Don't tell her I told her that. And I'm kinda being a hypocrite, because my hair is short too. But I am pretty much a lesbian. Haha. Whatever. I don't know what else to type about. I'm just really tired, and kinda irritated at myself. I'm not even really that sure why. I was just thinking about all the ex boyfriends I've had and I'm just like... "wow, i was stupid." Because some of the guys I dated have been total assholes. {Sam, Uriah, Harlan...} But anyhow. I don't really have much else to type about. Except I'm going to Camp Hill tomorrow for a psychiatrist appointment, and I think my family therapist is going to go along. I'm not sure why she's going along, but she is. But Merideth is really cool. Because she introduced me to the song Boyz In The Hood by Dynamite Hack. Which is amazing. Anyhow. I'm going to shut up now and go do something else.

Janet! Doctor Scott! Janet! Brad! ROCKY!!!

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[ich bin] irritated. for no reason.
[ich höre] mindless self indulgence - i hate jimmy page
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Alright. So I kinda did die for a while, but I've decided that my wonderful blogging self is going to return. Mainly because my lovely love Nick decided he wanted me to have a blog again so he knows what's going on in my life. Even though I talk to him about it. Haha, whatever. Anyhow. I was put in the mental hospital two more times since I posted last, and I was in the physical hospital for a blood clot in my lung that very well could have killed me. But since I'm Jesus, I prevailed and am okay. I've had three friends come to see me at my house this week. Katie spent the night, Sarah spent the night, and Sam came over so I could pwn him at Guitar Hero II. Mission accomplished. But it was his first time playing, so I was nice. I'm all essited because I beat Psychobilly Freakout on Medium. I've only played the game like, 6 times. I'm all proud of myself. I honestly have no life. I swear. I'm getting better at DDR too. Which is a good thing. Maybe if I play for long enough I'll stop being a fucking FATASS. I'm not sure if they have Amtgard tomorrow, but I'm not going even if they do. Because my mom wants to be all "BONDING! :}" and she's taking me bowling. So that's cool I guess. I don't know what else to talk about. So I guess I'll go for now and post something later. Peace out gangstas.

get that faggot off the stage!

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{ich bin} throughly exhausted.
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I'm not dead, I swear. But I kind of wish I was. I was carted away by an ambulance the other week. And put into yet another mental hospital. My second time Whoo. ;[ Ugh. Anyhow. Yeah. I don't really have anything to say.
I just feel like shit.

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{ich bin...} intrigued
{ich hore...} incubus - talk to me
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So, I'm all kinds of at Michelle's house. And that is cool as fizzuck. So, yeah. Her fucking attic is pretty weird. The door opens and closes when you pass it. And it's not because of the floor boards moving or anything either. It's just strange. And then weird things showed up in the picture, two of which resembling faces. One of those turned up in her room though when we were just messing around with the camera, and there was nothing in that area that could have possibly blurred. Also, the blurs in that picture were strange, considering everything in the picture was blurred spare my face and the wall directly behind me. So, yeah. That was all very interesting. And Chimelle got all creeped when the door started to move. So I just yelled at it and it somewhat stoped. At least for the most part. It wasn't as bad. But yeah. Anyhow... my nan is here to pick me up, so I'll update once I get back home. Peace out homies.

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{ich bin...} kinda upset.
{ich hore...} rammstein - du hast
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So. Today before second period it kind of hit me that Sam's gone. Because... I saw him in the halls, and I nearly started to cry. Sure, it was just a petty teenage relationship that I'll most likely forget about in no time flat. But I guess I'm just going to miss dating him, that's all. Plus, who dumps someone just a few days before Valentine's Day? That's just cruel. Seriously. People suck sometimes. Gahh... but oh well. Like I said, I'll get over it in time. I've got all my homies to help me through it. And apparently Tyler likes me...? I dunno. Anyhow. Yeah... I don't think I'm going to date anyone for a little while though. I mean, there's no point in just dating someone right after breaking up. I don't want to seem like some little whore. But... yeah. And I don't like Tyler. Not that way. He's a good friend, but that's it. And I would rather date a girl than a guy instead. So, yeah.
Anyhow... I don't think I have anything more to say. So, peace out, rock the casbah, don't do anything I wouldn't do.

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